before and after . . .
by mulberryshoots
Some of you know that I’ve practiced the piano for a long time. My teacher, Basil Toutorsky, taught me how to practice: read the notes for the right hand, then the left hand. Look at the phrasing lines, the dynamics and then play both hands together. Study only one bar at a time until you can play it accurately three times in a row before you move on to the next bar. Slow and steady. Rigorous. Then, speed it up a little. Practice with the metronome so that your rhythm is accurate. Once this process has been followed for one page, stop there. Go back over that page until the notes and the playing start to make musical sense. Play the entire page three times in a row without mistakes before moving forward to the next page. If you make a mistake on the third try, start over again. This was the drill.
Fast forward to today where my facility for sight-reading sometimes gets in the way of patient study habits. Lately, I’ve been drawn to pieces either transcribed or composed by Franz Liszt. This is a kind of anomaly for me because my favorite composer is Bach. One Liszt piece is called “Liebeslied” when it was written originally by Robert Schumann as a wedding gift for his wife, the concert pianist, Clara Schumann. The melody and the harmonies are simple and very touching. It is also called “Widmung” for reasons I’m not aware of once Liszt took it, added sections and embellished it with his usual fanfare of rolling arpeggios and movie-like thematic blow-ups. When Van Cliburn won his tumultuous victory at the Tchaikovsky competition during the Cold War, he played this piece as an encore. A young Asian pianist, Aimi Kobayashi who looks to be about eleven years old, also played it recently as an encore in Russia. (Click her name for a link to listen to this piece on YouTube.)
Anyhow, back to practicing, there’s usually a point in time, a tipping point if you will, when a piece morphs from a study exercise to a piece of music. This phenomenon happened to me recently, a couple of days ago while playing this piece. It went from a period of time over several months, reading the various sections of the piece and playing all the notes. . . to suddenly playing it with a more intuitive grasp of the piece so that the music flows on its own.
In a way, I was thinking about this as a “before” and “after” — from notes on pieces of paper that are transformed into sounds capable of arousing a listener’s emotions. Even if you’re not a pianist, don’t play a note, or, if you think you’re tone-deaf and can’t listen to music, you’ll get it when you listen to this music and it connects with you.
Nothing better.
I think that this entry was written just for me! Thank you for sharing your practice tips and your heart as well. There is something about anything we practice, whether it is piano, bread making, yoga, etc…where in the seemingly mundane we find depth in what we do. You captured it well.
LOL! How is your new, beautiful Kawai piano, Gale? Must be so gratifying to practice on it! Maybe we can play for one another on Skype sometime?
I love this! As someone who used to play this story really drew me in. I love it when the piece flows from your fingers seemlessly.
Thanks, Annie. Do you still think about getting back to the keyboard?
One way to find a good teacher would be to call the music department of a university in your city. The piano teacher(s) there might be too busy to teach you, but they probably know most of the best teachers in the area. Another way is to check music stores; many of them actually offer lessons.
I just found your post while doing a search for Basil Toutorsky. I also studied with him when I was a little girl. I have such fond memories of him, my lessons, playing duets in that big room with all the stuffed animals, Maria, and so many more memories I could go on and on. I’m a professional musician, and I owe so much to Toutorsky. I look forward to reading more of your blogposts. All the best, Deni Bonet
Thanks so much for being in touch about Basil Toutorsky. He seemed to convey music by his very presence. Remember the stuffed baboon in the fireplace of the entryway room whose eyeballs went up and down when you moved his arm? And his gilded grand pianos? Would love to hear more from you about your memories with him too.
p.s. there’s another post on Basil Toutorsky on this blog as well.